Whoa... been far too long.. much has happened.. much has changed... God i'm tired/excited/happy/scared/wiser/so far off knowing whats real or true or patter or just bollox...
So... update...
Blood .. still ticking away like a #UXB.. keep it quiet and it'll be fine...
Big C... deep breath... 26 months clear.. yes you count every day week month clear post chemo... it haunts the living shit out of you.. that fear of its return.. the pure joy of being alive... the #Yin&Yang of coming out the other side... I know that fucker is stalking me... one day it's inevitable I know.. just hope it's not too soon ...
Soil/Turf bollox... Nothing has changed... NOTHING!... the Consequence of Excess is problems.. we have been indoctrinated to apply products for too long and it's getting worse...
Right that's it.. for now.. more soon
Ttfn
